Since my last post, I have quit my job, packed up my life and moved away. I left beautiful cool Colorado for probably the closest thing to hell on earth (or at least in the United States), Phoenix Arizona. I actually do like Phoenix quite a bit it is just rough for now as the summer finishes off, then I'll be down here swimming outside in December while my Colorado peeps are living in a slightly colder hell of their own. This is my first time to experience the Phoenix heat and well yeah... its hot. I am literally drenched when I go places more often than not and tend to stay inside most of the time. The necessity of trips to the store are questioned more and Pepper is adjusting to her new very limited (twice a day) access to the outdoors. Other than that the heat isn't too bad and on occasion, after being thoroughly chilled by the lovely and necessary AC, I have been seen sitting at an outside table enjoying a fry or 2 (or 1000, freshmen 15 here I come!)
Pepper is settling in though I don't think she is a huge fan of school life. I think she misses her freedom and her buddy, my parents dog, Walter. However she is easily the most popular creature on this campus and would give even the most famous celebrity a run for their money. I am simply the invisible and irrelevant person who holds the other end of the leash, plus I give her food. Actually today I came home to discover I am not really needed for that either. She had jumped up on my shelf, pulled down the bin that holds her food, pulled open the lid and helped herself to breakfast and then some!
The biggest shock of all to me is the amount of damage my brain seems to have had over the years. It is just not what it used to be. I can imagine this is how a person who goes back to school in late adulthood feels, only I'm 23 not 43. I am hoping it improves as I get further and further out from chemo but I have heard that my anti-rejection medication has the same effect so I am guessing the memory loss is here to stay.
I have also found that I am pretty much done with school. There is a reason why most people only go for four years. The worst part is that I still have no idea what it is I really want to do after, at least job wise, and so I lack real motivation to get my schooling done and the idea of quitting seems kind of appealing. Any job ideas? Keep in mind I am immunocompromised, so things like pediatric ER doctor are kinda out.
School stuff aside my latest mission is to find myself some more friends and to expand my Arizonian social circle. Of course finding a boy would not hurt either. I am after all 23 and I have been single my entire life! Yes I know that is slightly shocking. I am however currently taking applications in this department and decided to add to Pepper's skill set to run up to guys on command and lick them or something to initiate a conversation! Ok all joking aside I really do need to make some more friends and am thinking about starting a gaming (board, cards, etc.) on campus.
Alright enough procrastination for one day. I've got a paper to write (yes already!)
|These two hooligans chillin' in a box while I unpack